#polyamorous meiko

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[queersekai]

Day 12: Polyamorous | Ambiamorous | etc.

For @mogai-headcanons' anniversary edit event! Polyam KAITO (N25 + Evillious Chronicles as a stand in for a third N25 KAITO), ambiam MEIKO (N25), and relationship collector/hoarder Luka (N25)

Can't exactly say that they love each other, but they sure are in a relationship

[justanie]

AAAWWWW THEY ARE SO TINY, SMOLL AND ADORABLE!!!!!!

THEY NEED PROTECTION ❤️💙💖❤️💙💖❤️💙💖❤️💙💖❤️💙💖❤️💙💖❤️💙💖❤️💙💖

I forgot that 5 days ago, this askblog turned 4 years, so.. Have a chibi KaiMeiLuka

And remember: no matter what you ship: KaiMei, LukaMei or KaiLuka and etc. remember — all of them are great in their own unique way, because love wins.

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And if you have an OT3 —this is even better. OwO

[neon-vocalist]

wow look!!! headcanons for my upcoming fic collection that you guys should read and subscribe to when it comes out 😎 this isn’t everyone but it’s everyone i’ve been writing with so far. more will be revealed!

the universe in which the fic(s) take place is, for now, very VBS focused. all 4 members of VBS are part of the central friend group that the fics revolve around, and the first 2 of the series are touya-centric and an-centric, respectively. there is also a lot of mizuki and ichika because they’re my favourites.

my fics switch POV all the goddamn time but never fear, i will always make it clear whose head we’re metaphorically inside, and they are third person. not first person. “evie, when will you write a first person fic?” never. over my dead body.

there will never be explicit smut but there will be Implications so do with that what you will.

time for story notes :)

this sheet has 3 people in love with mizuki. there are at least 4 but airi is not shown.

shiho and honami are dating

airi is polyamorous and dating shizuku with an unrequited crush on mizuki

an is a bit of a slut

an has previously cheated on kohane with saki, but now that saki is officially dating ichika, they leave each other alone

tsukasa loves to pull pranks

tsukasa is of course dating rui

tsukasa and akito hate each other

SEKAI has weird mechanics which i can get into later as a post of its own but the main things to know are once you are part of SEKAI you can travel between universes (same as a VIRTUAL SINGER) and SEKAIs can be travelled between

akito and touya both see kohane as a bit of a little sister and aim to improve her self esteem

ken sees kohane as a daughter (kohane is his favourite child) and tsukasa’s father sees akito as a son (akito is not his favourite child)

mizuki would have a very long criminal record if they ever got caught

the VBS kagamine twins are like. 12 years old.

VBS miku is around her mid-20s

VBS meiko is in her late 20s / early 30s

N25 miku is like 19

(the actual teenagers exist in their nebulous late high school age forever and ever)

this is NOT a no band AU, the bands exist and are important parts of the story in certain places

mizuki loves to play dress-up with their friends; ena hates being played dress-up with

saki is so, so, so autistic

shizuku is the older sister of all time

[seventeenlovesthree]

I have found this amazing headcanon-analysis of the the potential poly-relationship between Takeru, Hikari and Meiko by @uniarycode (please give it a read, it’s great!!!) and I realized something. Back in mid-2021, I had started one HUGE compilation of my headcanons for the relationship between Taichi, Sora and Koushirou to play out... And never finished that one. 

Since I had quite a few epiphanies in recent months, I finally wanted to sit down and write down all my headcanons for them – and how they’d actually manage to become a polyamorous relationship based on things that may have happened that way or similarly in canon (slightly tilted to the left, maybe more in an AU kind of way). 

LONG POST AHEAD.

Platonic / Friendship

Taichi and Sora have gotten to know each other even before their families moved from Hikarigaoka to Odaiba, so I’d say they probably already became friends in 1st grade (at the age of approximately 6), so calling them actual childhood friends isn’t too farfetched.

Sora played for the girls’ football team until the end of 3rd grade and then joined the boys’ team when she and Taichi are in 4th grade and that’s where they become an unstoppable attacking force. Since they’re already friends, they’re reading each other’s movements easily, understanding each other blindly and giving each other advantages and spotlight. Football is also the main thing they bond over after school and they regularly meet to gush over recent local league results, arguing about who are the best players, etc.

Koushirou joins their club when he’s in 4th grade, approx. half a year before they all go together to Summer camp – and as it was clearly stated in the novels, he wouldn’t have gone if Taichi hadn’t invited him. Taichi and Sora are immediately taking him under their wing, as they can both tell he’s not the most athletic and has a hard time keeping up with the pace of their other teammates, so their natural instinct to take care of younger ones takes over easily. Taichi is also the one who first asks Koushirou whether he wants to hang out with them outside of the club – to which Koushirou reacts with complete and utter confusion. He turns him down the first few times, as he is 100% sure that Taichi won’t even enjoy his company, as they do not seem to have a lot in common at first – but Taichi doesn’t give up. He’s not pushy about it, which Koushirou is very grateful for, since spending time with people is still pretty exhausting to him at this point in time. But he quickly discovers how kind Taichi actually is, always praising his passes with a loud “Nice shot!” all across the pitch and doesn’t shy away from telling him that he should be proud of his ability to read their opponents’ positioning, calling him “the best offside trap of all times”. Sora is naturally protective of Koushirou as she senses that he’s reserved and not very comfortable around others and thus gently nudges him, asking what he would like to do after school. They end up playing video games at the Yagami residence, either all three of them, just Taichi and him (or them getting joined by Hikari every once in a while). In the following months, it rather becomes a thing for Taichi and Koushirou to hang out and Taichi quickly notices that the kid he first perceived as rather shy has quite a bold and forward nature when it comes to solving riddles and stuff (mainly through them doing homework together). He liked Koushirou before that, but seeing him get excited and outgoing over things makes it even easier for Taichi to bond with him.

After their adventures in the Digital World, both Sora (6th grade) and Koushirou (5th grade) leave the football club to pursue other interests – Sora joins the tennis club as Koushirou regularly visits (and eventually captains) the computer club. Taichi often (jokingly) mopes about them “leaving him behind” – at the beginning, he was indeed disappointed, but deep down, he is happy that they’re doing things they’re more interested in, as they’ve all grown more confident in recent months.

In terms of “hanging out”, Sora and Koushirou live in the same building and before entering middle school, they tend to go home together a lot – and also end up doing homework together at times. He helps her with English and several Science related subjects (she’s decent at Math and Biology, but can’t stand Physics and Chemistry) and she helps him with Social Studies and Arts. Taichi tags along at times, but doesn’t get as invested in their conversations about the subjects, even if they try their best to make him take his tasks seriously. Koushirou also helps Sora in doing research about flower arrangement, as she struggles with it a lot.

All three of them aren’t particularly good at talking about feelings, but the longer they know each other, the more they pick up on each other’s interests, backgrounds and families. Koushirou already knows a lot about the Yagami family due to hanging out there frequently, he knew about Taichi’s and Hikari’s past already and Yuuko has basically accepted him as second son anyway, so she tells him a lot about her kids’ childhood. When he is at Sora’s place, he learns that her father works as university professor in Kyoto – as we all know, he’ll work with him one day in his research of Digital World affairs and whenever Sora is back home, she’d meet up with her father and Koushirou for lunch or dinner. Plus, he is getting along very well with her mother, who cherishes him for his calmer attitude – in comparison to Taichi, whose charisma she still finds charming, even if she is aware that him and her daughter have had their moments because of that.

Taichi is the one who first learns about Sora’s interest in fashion – and about her crush on Yamato. He discovers both of it unintentionally – the former not only because of the infamous hair clip disaster, but because even he, whose own fashion sense revolves around mainly sports gear, notices that her sporty wardrobe changed over time. As she spends a lot of time with tennis practice and preparations for tournaments, they don’t have many opportunities to meet during middle school and he does wonder when exactly she started to wear skirts that much whenever they meet. He’s observant enough that he notices her getting a lot more flustered around Yamato and at first, she’s even acting apologetic (even offensive) towards him when he points it out towards her. Even if it bugs him that they don’t spend a lot of time together anymore, he’s the one who pushes her to confess to Yamato – it’s a phase in which they butt heads a lot, especially because his well-meaning attempts to encourage her to “not wear skirts if you don’t want to, it’s not that hard” aren’t always appropriately phrased. However, they’re still there for each other whenever it’s needed and Taichi really, REALLY wants Sora to be happy after all.

Koushirou doesn’t purposely intervene when they’re having quarrels, but he’s also naturally the one Taichi turns to in order to talk about her and her distant behaviour (since they’re friends after all and even if “emotional stuff” isn’t their subject of expertise, the conversation just naturally goes there, because they’re both nuts that care a lot). It also happens frequently that Sora and Koushirou bond over Taichi being “like that”, they both know how he can be at times and as much as they both cherish him, it’s something Koushirou often cannot help but side with her over.

It takes until high school before Taichi and Sora really start to get along with less teenage hormones arguments again and it starts with small gestures and attempts – like her attending Taichi’s football matches again occasionally and him giving her a book on design and colour coordination for Christmas. Around that time, she does return to a more Sora-like clothing style, but it takes time for her to figure out what exactly that means.

During their transition period between middle- and highschool, their schedules are extremely off – Taichi still often finds himself visiting Koushirou by his window after football practice, since the Izumis live on the ground floor. When they know that Sora is around, they text her to join them there as well. Koushirou himself doesn’t attend any clubs in middle school anymore, as he wholly committed to doing research (and mentor work) for the new Chosen Children, so he either ends up at home early or spends a lot of time at the computer rooms in school. Sometimes, Taichi picks him up from there, even if he has to go out of his way for that. (He also did that at times when he was in middle school and Koushirou still in his computer club in elementary school whenever football practice was cancelled, so the other club members often wondered why that – kinda popular – upperclassman was around that often. There were rumours… Lots of them.)

When Koushirou learns about Sora’s affinity for fashion – he notices the kimonos she made for the culture festival in school –, he is very keen on helping her with research here as well. Not only does it inspire him to create his infamous clothing app, but she also kindly nudges him towards figuring out his own preferred style (because it’s still easier for her to see that for others than for herself). His gear is either formal or reminiscent of what he always wore (Button downs and wide pants) and her suggestions lead him to wear more comfortable things, especially when he’s spending hours upon hours on his laptop. 

When Koushirou enters highschool, they actually pick up the habit of chatting and calling each other over the phone a lot more. They did that in middle school through the digiterminal, but only for the sake of Digital World missions, not because of private things. You know – they still learn how to communicate. Taichi still isn’t very good at dealing with technology and Sora isn’t too used to texting either (and usually prefers to call), but Koushirou eventually convinces them that electronic communication isn’t too bad to stay in touch better (as he already demonstrates by texting a lot with Mimi in America and Sora actually starts doing this with her as well).

Falling for each other / going into romance

Each of them coming to terms with their feelings being more than just platonically based – takes time, to say the least. A LOT of time.

For Sora, the period of alienating herself from the group in her early twenties to find her purpose, is also the time when she has to contemplate whether or not she is even ready to be in a committed long-term relationship at all. With Yamato being focused on figuring out his own career and her figuring out if design is really the thing she intends to ditch the iemoto-family-inheritance over – they may actually come to the conclusion to stop seeing each other, but remaining on friendly terms.

It’s after her and Taichi had to say good-bye to their Digimon partners (for the time being at least) that they actually decide to meet each other in private again. They’re both still going to different universities and since they’ve both had a tendency to distance themselves from everything and everyone else for quite some time, it’s hard for either of them to make the first step towards one another. Thankfully, Koushirou has always been adamant on the “please just use the phone, you don’t have to write a wall of text, just send a simple message” part of their communication process – especially now that he is making his own phones at his own company, he, being the office shut-in he occasionally is, has to make sure they MAKE that move towards each other. To ask each other to have lunch or dinner, meeting after university/study hours – or to actually visit Koushirou at his office to have said dinner together (and silently apologizing to him for being so stubborn, even if they would never really admit that).

Koushirou himself is perfectly ready to just let the other two do their thing – despite him having had a crush on Mimi in highschool and (dreadfully) knowing exactly what these “suddenly changing” feelings mean, he doesn’t approach the situation in an initiative way. Taichi was always the person he had been closest with, physically and emotionally, he never took his own attachment to and adoration for him in a non-platonic way – until it finally hits him one day and no matter how much and how often Tentomon tries to encourage him to face that kind of revelation, he refuses to do that at first. It doesn’t help that he has always seen Sora as that wonderfully supportive friend who is also pretty gorgeous but, unlike Mimi, never had caused butterflies in his stomach, but more of a very warm, very affectionate glimmer, now that he thinks about it... But he decides not to get in the way, not with both of them finally getting closer to one another – because he comes to the conclusion that, objectively speaking, they would obviously be more drawn to each other than to him; doesn’t matter that he himself feels attracted to both of them, that could be “an anomaly” after all, he could not imagine someone like Sora – who apparently fell for the likes of Yamato AND Taichi – to fall for someone like him, just for example. And neither would Taichi… Right? Speaking of anomaly, he thinks to himself, what does that even mean in this case? So his curiosity gets the better of him and he does research, lots and lots of research on unconventional, non-heteronormative relationship dynamics, the phenomenon of being attracted to several genders and only after a certain level of closeness, etc., and oh boy, does he get lost in that…

Taichi is still hesitant when it comes to facing his feelings as well – of course he has somewhat recognized by now that he is definitely attracted to redheads (if the porn he hides beneath his bed gives you any indication towards that), but going for one of his closest friend’s ex-girlfriend who is also one of his own best friends while simultaneously coming to the conclusion that his other best friend ALSO has some impact on him despite being a guy is… Quite conflicting, to put it lightly. He wants to do SOMETHING, he wants to work towards the unification of the Digital and the real world, strengthening the relationships – but how does one deal with all of that, your own mental health after having lost your literal soulmate, AND the idea that you may have fallen for two people at once? He’s HAPPY that he and Sora (awkwardly) try to reconcile after all this time, seeing her slowly but steadily thriving in figuring out that creating fashion designs is exactly what she had always wanted, it BUGS him that Koushirou is so committed to finding a way to restore his and Agumon’s partnership while totally overworking himself, he wants to shake him, tell him that it’s fine, tell Sora that he’ll always be supporting her with everything he can, but… He doesn’t really know how to do all of that (yet).

Sora feels that change in her as well, but it confuses her even more. Going for fashion design after having concealed her true desires for such a long time, breaking through expectations and family traditions, is one thing – but going for two men at once after having broken up with someone out of their shared friend group feels like it should be absolutely out of question.

And thus, no progress was made for a long time – until the others begin to feel the change as well. Mimi noticing that Sora had suddenly become weirdly talkative on the phone (or in texting) swooning over Koushirou improving the design apps he had been working on for her for years, encouraging and supporting her through his gadgets. Mimi feels like something in her universe has shifted a little, because usually, SHE was one who praised Koushirou in front of Sora, so her getting so open about these things feels off. Not to mention that she hasn’t even mentioned getting into any disagreements or arguments with Taichi – on the contrary, she looks genuinely serene, almost bubbly when even mentioning his name.

That’s it, Mimi thinks to herself, and contacts “the squad”, namely Miyako (and in extension Hikari) as well as Takeru as “spies” to gather information. Takeru gently nudges Yamato, trying to figure out how his current state with Sora is, leaving Yamato just as confused, because he hasn’t noticed much of a change after having broken up with her, with them just ”texting normally”. He does mention that Taichi felt a bit less depressed than he was just a few months ago. Hikari confirms the same thing in regards to Taichi, but also claims to have the impression that he seems rather “confused” and “spaced out”, leaving behind things at the Yagami residence, forgetting meetings in general, etc, but she blamed that on him being too focused on his thesis, even after having handed it in a while ago. And Takeru can only agree with Mimi that, for some reason, Koushirou appears to be strangely hyper as well – despite knowing that he hasn’t made any progress in getting Agumon and the others back yet. Miyako is the one who makes the dramatic deduction that something as scandalous as a “love triangle” might be going on here; she was half joking, but Hikari starts to beam slightly, sensing that something else must be going on.

And so Mimi and Takeru try to dig at Koushirou first – because they both KNOW what an emotional mess he CAN be if approached from the right side. To their surprise, he is actually more grounded in his own deduction of the situation, having come to the conclusion that, yes, his feelings may fall under the category of polyamory, but he still has no intention of moving towards that… Until they both start to push him in that direction LOUDLY, trying their best to invalidate his rational approach (“Who cares if you can’t get married with two people at once, what is the Digital World for then, do they even have a law system specifying ANYTHING in terms of romantic relationships? Ha, didn’t think so!”).

Miyako is the one who tries to dig deeper at Sora – and Hikari does the same with Taichi. They’re both feeling easily dragged into a corner, not directly admitting what it is that moves them at the moment, but both Miyako and Hikari are addressing the whole “But didn’t you say you finally wanted to become happy again?” issue they’ve been dealing with for quite a while now, leaving both of them in thought.

It still takes some time of contemplation for either of them – but seeing how Taichi and Sora are even more reluctant to face their feelings, Koushirou is the one who eventually approaches them in a more… Matter-of-factly “That’s the way it is, at least how I see it, what do you propose we shall do about this?” kind of of way that baffles the other two even more. Initially, Taichi and Sora had decided to drag Koushirou out of his office to take a break from overworking –  so they did not expect him to throw that bomb on them in return.

A night of very confusing conversations trying to give the whole dilemma a name (usually followed by long moments of silence) later – they decide to actually give it a try. It’s weird and surreal and, again, neither of them is really able to fully process what HAS been happening between them, but… They know they care for each other. Deeply. And being in each other’s lives makes them better, feel better, wanting to be better, much better than they did when they were dealing with everything by themselves. They’re aware it will not be easy, on the contrary, figuring this out will take its time, its toll, and emotional breakdowns, probably changing the dynamics they’ve been developing ever since they were kids forever. But… They decide it’s worth trying.

 The relationship / dating

Once their partnerships with their Digimon are restored (thanks to them finally finding their own personal happiness), they all start to seriously work towards their future – this time, together.

Sora, becoming a professional designer of Japanese clothing with her own twist on it, is responsible for providing not only her two partners but also their Digimon with appropriate attire for their respective fields of working; mainly suits (for the official conferences and ambassador meetings), but also more utility/occasion related clothing (such as the laboratory clothing Koushirou wears).

Koushirou on the other hand also provides them all with gadgets for their work fields, with Sora not only getting improved versions of his fashion apps, but also multi-function glasses for her exhibitions, based on the distortion tracking goggles he keeps providing Taichi with. Him and Taichi also work together compiling the data the latter needs for his speeches.

Taichi is the one being away the most due to diplomat duty in the future and it took a while to get there too, with various internships, travels to the Digital World – thus, electronic communication becomes more important than ever. Whenever he’s home, him and Sora cook together, as she has taught him more complicated dishes outside of the more simplified ones he was capable of (Omurice…) and he brings home lots of recipes from countries all over the world for them to try out together. Koushirou, being among the least picky eaters out there, enjoys watching them like that.

When the situation allows it, they also use the Digital World as gateway-space to have dates – either in the explorative kind or just finding a quiet space to relax.

Since their dynamics and energy levels are so different, each combination would also have their own little dates without the third partner. Taichi cannot really deal with fashion talk like the other two do, Sora can’t keep track on the other two getting into their own nerd rambles and Koushirou, as mentioned, is not in on the cooking passion of the other two and also not as invested in sports anymore either – just for example. In regards to the latter, Taichi and Sora would definitely encourage Koushirou to work out more though – and he agrees if THEY agree to get more acquainted with the technology he provides for them, making sure they don’t break anything unintentionally and getting hurt in the process.

Spending time together may not happen as regularly as either of them would like to, but they enjoy it each and every time and make use of it to the fullest. They’d also have movie nights and very rambly calls on whatever was going on at the moment. They’d also have a group chat (and usually, it’d be two of them rambling with the third one going “What the heck, WHERE HAVE I BEEN???”).

Taichi is the most physical from the very beginning on, as his way of reconciling with Agumon also pathed the way for him to do as Hikari said – going for his own happiness. He also gets super (over-)protective of them, especially when they get sick. Whereas Koushirou rarely initiates, but does have his moments of allowing himself one – or two – shoulders to lean on. He was never good at asking for help – but having two very persistent partners who basically force him to face his own vulnerability as overwhelming forces of nature isn’t something he feels like protesting against too much. Plus, his love language has always been “acts of service”, so doing something for them in return, surprising them with his own personal declarations of love (like initiating the relationship in the first place) is definitely getting to them. As mentioned, the theme between them is still learning to communicate – and that goes specifically for their needs. Sora takes a while, but once she does get a grip on her own wants, needs and expectations, she does become more vocal (and physical) about wanting/needing affection, not only giving it, as that is her most natural approach. Comforting the other two is something that comes naturally to her – but them teaming up to make HER open up is something she is not used to at first, and has always been struggling with.

Their families had been mainly supportive from the very beginning; the Yagamis would basically see it as an extension of their son’s life generally being more “out of the norm” than anything they’d EVER witnessed and take it with a ton of humour; the Izumis probably would have accepted any lifestyle their son was going for as long as he felt comfortable with it and are extra happy to see him form a family on his own after he had been in doubt about his own whereabouts for so long; the Takenouchis had been the most difficult to deal with in comparison, but Sora’s father actually just wishes for Sora to never doubt the connections she shares with her partners, even with periods of long distance taking place here and there. Whereas her mother DID need time to accept the unconventional nature of their relationship at first, which is just what Sora was scared of. However, in the end, she cherishes both Taichi and Koushirou despite their intensely varying dynamics with her daughter and, just like with her career, eventually gives Sora her blessings.

As for their friends, most of them had been surprised at the outcome at first (with the likes of Iori and Jyou being most baffled at the possibility of such a thing even being possible), but all got used to it, with varying degrees of time passing. The “squad” had already been supportive from the start, Daisuke had nothing but adoration for his “senpais” and Yamato needed a while to really process what had been happening (actually feeling somewhat bad about not having been able to at least talk to Taichi or Sora up front), but was just as welcoming in the end as the rest.

Despite Taichi being the cheesiest in the relationship, getting all romantic and mushy, Sora having the tendency to mother the others to at least SOME degree and either of them usually being the ones initiating physicality and acts of affection – Koushirou would actually end up being the one to propose to the others first; just like at the beginning of their relationship, by actually using the argument Mimi was using to convince him back then, claiming that they could easily get married in the Digital World.

tbc

[justanie]

@gremlinsbooty Totally have this vibes xD

street sekai crimes

[vierandancer]

9. is your muse monogamous or polyamorous? would they be interested in a polyamorous relationship?

19. how many serious relationships has your muse been in? are they experienced or inexperienced when it comes to dating?

27. is your muse more confident or shy when it comes to approaching someone they like?

romance & relationship headcanons! || Accepting!

9. is your muse monogamous or polyamorous? would they be interested in a polyamorous relationship?

So Meiko is actually in a polyship with @aethericsea's nonghost!Fray and Sidurgu AU, which we write off Tumblr. But prior to that, she didn't have a fucking clue what that was. She certainly does not (at the time) believe she is worthy of anyone's attention, let alone two people's attention. She only learns about it when she's struggling on what to do about the situation, and runs into her retainer Bomorhri ( @aurigold also written by Grey) who explains that actually that's common on the Stepper where they come from.

Mei is still very hesitant about the situation because above all, she will not stand to ruin Rielle's stable family life, nor Fray and Sidurgu's brotherly bond. The moment she feels that's at risk, she's done, and makes that super clear to both Fray and Sidurgu. And I really enjoy writing the relationship because it isn't just OK IT ALL WORKS FINE from the get-go, it takes a lot of work and there are arguments and disagreements, but ultimately, they make it work. And I just think that is very sweet.

That being said, I probably wouldn't write Meiko in a polyship with any other mun, though.

19. how many serious relationships has your muse been in? are they experienced or inexperienced when it comes to dating?

Zero. She has no experience whatsoever. Meiko's entire childhood was spent looking after her younger brother, and that continued into her young adult life. As a Scion, she doesn't see much worth in pursuing anything romantic. She isn't the type for casual flings (it'd just stoke her insecurities and anxiety) nor does she want to hurt anyone she cares about by being...who she is.

She's definitely had her crushes and she certainly isn't prude -- you can't be entirely innocent growing up in La Noscea around rowdy pirate taverns -- but no actual direct personal experience in her canon.

27. is your muse more confident or shy when it comes to approaching someone they like?

Shy. Even at her most confident, even in ships I've written with @aethericsea, Meiko is ever-baffled at people being interested in her beyond physical attraction. When going through any sort of courting, even at her most confident state (post-Shadowbringers), there's always a little bit of hesitant "is now a good time...?" kind of vibe with her. And she will still fumble over her words even when professing her love from time to time, if only because it's hard to figure out words that carry the weight of how she feels.

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[justanie]

THIS IS REALLY CUTEEEEEEEEEEE AND SWEEEEEEET!!!!! LULU LOOKS GENTLY ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💓💓💓💓💓💓🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

They are going to go out and have a fancy meal! ❤️💙💗

No alcohol for octomom Luka, but she can have two (2) tuna steaks!

Lulu is glowing!!

kind of a gift art for @gremlinsbooty and @askkaimeilu

[awaaaaan]

kaimeiluka for that one person that agreed w me :3

(+ bonus old kaito doodle)

[queersekai]

A friend on Discord asked for bi and polyamorous Wonderlands x Showtime icons. Me being overly ambitious, I decided to add the Virtual Singers for the unit as well. This is part two of two.

[askkaimeilu]

About KaiMeiLuka AU Masterpost

KML biography and HCs about them read here

PLOT:

Social butterfly from large family (Kaito), retired maiko who lived under mother's shadow (Meiko) and hāfu that was raised in love, parents whom passed away too early (Luka). They are different, but by the will of fate, their paths have come together. Three of them became vocaloids - Meiko - because her mother wanted to connect her life with music, Kaito - because didn't wanted Meiko to stay alone, Luka - had an internship but noticed cause of productivity during practice). In adulthood, for each of the three, romantic feelings for each other were awakened in them. It seemed wrong to them, because it doesn't to be right in frames of monogamy, besides it would be considered as love triangle, Kaito, Meiko and Luka overcame all the embarrassments and came out as polyamorous throuple. Now, they are married, and raising own family.

POSTS (ARCS, M!A AND ETC.)

In chronological order of events, there will be arcs, M!A, and etc. (WARNING - contains old artstyle). Also, this section will be updated too, plus, there will be some additions.

Before meeting:

Lukapo besties (2022)

KML as friends -> lovers

LukaMei friends-girls (2021)

KaiMei young love (2022)

Confession (2019)

Introduce to your family (2019)

Beautiful than the moon.. (2019)

Coming out from dancefloor (2019)

Two chocolates...(2019)

M!A Genderbend (2019)

Embarrassing toddler days as Pumpkinloid (2019)

EVENT octoberloid2019

ARC: Fight for the young utauloid (WARNING! CONTAINS GRAPHIC IMAGES!) (2019)

Misunderstood the trio (2019)

ARC: scary toymakers and plushy dolls (2019)

Propose to short Tuna Lady (2019)

EVENT vocachristmas2019

ARC: Married couple... or throuple? (2019)

Last New Year.. as dating throuple (2019)

KML as a married throuple

Don't be jealous over your flirty lover (2020)

ARC: Early fallen little star (WARNING! CONTAINS TW-THEME) (2023)

Naming the babies (2023)

Origins of Mama Bear (2019)

Becoming the Sake mom (2024)

Sleepy young mother (2022)

Drabble: Birth of Kaito and Luka's firstborn (2023)

Why Luka doesn't want to see Gakupo (2022)

Luka's main weakness (2022)

Kaito's favourite ice cream flavour (2023)

ARC: Octo mom's fishling (2023)

EVENT: Vocasummer (2024)

OTHER (Dynamics, side characters)

CRYPTONLOIDS RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS (2022)

Kamui Gakupo's childhood (2022)

Megpoid Gumi's story (2023)

Vocaparents - Megurine Luka's mother (2023)

[meeedeee]

[AMV] Toumei Answer (Transparent Answer)

Fandoms: Digimon - All Media Types, Digimon Adventure, Digimon Adventure tri., Digimon Adventure: Last Evolution Kizuna | Digimon Adventure LAST EVOLUTION: Kizuna

Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Izumi Koushirou | Izzy Izumi/Yagami Taichi | Tai Kamiya

Mochizuki Meiko/Yagami Taichi | Tai Kamiya

Izumi Koushirou | Izzy Izumi/Mochizuki Meiko

Izumi Koushirou | Izzy Izumi/Mochizuki Meiko - Minor

Yagami Taichi | Tai Kamiya & Nishijima Daigo - Minor

Mochizuki Meiko & Meicoomon (Digimon)

Yagami Taichi | Tai Kamiya

Izumi Koushirou | Izzy Izumi

Mochizuki Meiko

Nishijima Daigo - Minor

Meicoomon (Digimon) - Minor

Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

Time Loop

Not Really Character Death

Polyamory

Queer Themes

Queer Friendly

Queer Yagami Taichi | Tai Kamiya

Demisexual Yagami Taichi | Tai Kamiya

Queer Izumi Koushirou | Izzy Izumi

Pansexual Izumi Koushirou | Izzy Izumi

Polyamorous Izumi Koushirou | Izzy Izumi

Polyamorous Yagami Taichi | Tai Kamiya

Polyamorous Mochizuki Meiko

(Feed generated with FetchRSS) source https://archiveofourown.org/works/39638925

[sparkys-voca-corner]

CRASHES THROUGH THE CEILING OKAY LISTEN TO ME,, I HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT DARK WOODS CIRCUS

okay i've been thinking about writing a fic about this song but i never manage to conjure up enough motivation to make through the 1st chapter dkbshshj,,,,, anyway

thinks about the girl in the PV is meiko and initially not that willing to go the circus, but then she goes anyway because hey! it sounds pretty interesting. like, the dark, unsettling vibes! and the dedication the twins put on their roles! the flyers are messy and clearly handdrawn, but meiko likes how much they put their hearts in it

while some sideshows are more fantastical and others more frightening, meiko keeps thinking that it's all a carefully-thought out act, even though she has a vague feeling of wrongness about the place. the main act, held in the black-striped red tent, is just as "wow cool, haha very fun and lowkey scary, cool"

but the freakshow performers (the kagamines, miku and kaito) are just... the most odd of them all. meiko just cant get out of her head that it looks too realistic and genuine — the way rin and len are stitched to each other into a single body, miku's legs that are bend backwards like a goat, how kaito feasts so gleefully and almost animalistically on corpses

and when meiko is captured, she realizes that everything is real and everyone is either not-really-here kind of vague or just sadistic. or both. another thing: what meiko perceived to be flower makeup on some performers' faces and bodies turn out to be severe burns

surprise, surprise! iroha the ringmaster is actually a witch who feasts on everybody's suffering until they wither away or for as long as she wants. iroha's been doing so for apparently centuries, some performers being so old that they naturally should be mere dust by then.

meiko becomes the Doll in the circus, being basically the choregirl. when she hands out flyers, iroha brainwashes meiko into acting like the kagamines since meiko cant act like that by her own will. she disagrees with iroha's orders at times, prompting punishment, but becomes determined to flee and free the others like miku, haku and neru

as time passes, some performers die, either from iroha feeding on them or because they helped meiko. meiko learns that rin, len, miku and kaito all knew each other closely before being kidnapped into the circus — along with a girl called meiko. though that meiko, miku claims, was a redhead clown who had died long ago, her face dissolved by acid. apparently, the ringmaster didnt like her beautiful face

miku used to be a noblewoman from the old ages, who was somewhat sickly and had weak legs. she loves old novels filled with flowery language and the sort, which explains her vocabulary. rin and len were her childhood friends, with whom she had a secret polyamorous relationship. kaito and meiko were the only ones who knew

meiko realizes that, while she was nevertheless loud and obsessively loyal to the ringmaster, rin did always seem to prioritize miku's safety. the times rin threw her under the bus whenever iroha even implied that she would do something to miku suddenly were cast under a different light. even under whatever spell iroha put on her, rin still loved miku, even if twisted by the wicked magic

len was much more obvious; he was always more outwardly affectionate towards miku, in his own shakesperean pattern of speech and action. out of them, he was the most lost-in-thought and vague, as if his brain is clouded by something and he cant seem to form a logical, straightforward thought

kaito... is nothing like he once was. he is but a mindless beast eating whatever is thrown at his direction, rarely lucid if at all. meiko notices that neither of them call him by the name, and according to miku, it's exactly because of how starkly different kaito is from the warm, exuberant young man they once knew

haku and neru came much earlier than them, much more perpetually disoriented and brain fogged up by magic. all they seemingly remember from their past selves is that they loved each other. they are but wispy shadows guarding the circus, now.

BUT HERE'S THE THING: as meiko elaborates a plan to get rid of iroha and destroy the circus, she feels herself growing distant from everyone. even during her talk to miku, she has intrusive thoughts of "why should i care? you were screwing around with your friends behind your parents' back. didnt you know fornication is a sin?". none of them sounds like her, it's like there is something poisoning her mind

as the day she'll execute her plan approaches, meiko starts picking up hints that there's something odd about iroha and how most performers only and solely call her "ringmaster". never by her name, or even "ringmaster iroha". it's always just "ringmaster". there are times miku and haku call her by the name to muse about certain past events that they oddly sound fond of

plus, miku was always blatantly fatalistic about meiko's plan, as if this has happened many and many times before and nothing ever changed. she'd gone jaded of escape plans. there is no hope for her or any performers in this dreadful circus. meiko always thought of it as simple pessimism, but then she comes to know:

iroha isnt the ringmaster, wasnt the first ringmaster. there were others

and every ringmaster had been a Doll in the past, who took the previous ringmaster's place by killing them. they always tried to free the others before growing tired of their sulking and lashing out at them, ultimately becoming a cruel shadow of their original selves.

and despite all things meiko'd seen iroha do, she's actually the best ringmaster that had taken control of Dark Woods Circus.

that's because iroha found out about the ringmaster cycle before falling prey to it. she had thought she could shake off the influence, but couldnt. all that remained from the real iroha was her obsessive desire to break the cycle

the day of the plan comes, and meiko moves with the intention to get rid of iroha, but then declares that she wont do that. because if it means that meiko will become yet another ringmaster, then her efforts will come to naught

meiko thinks that relief crosses iroha's face for a second, but then something forces iroha to taunt and infuriate meiko as to anger her and make her lash out at her. it just makes meiko confused and frightened; it doesnt sound like iroha at all. even at her cruelest, her threats were more implied and swiftly, cleanly done. she'd never submitted to taunting.

the more time passes without meiko acting, the more desperate iroha sounded, pratically begging meiko to kill her. her form contorts and twists. then, something bursts out of iroha that meiko cannot describe as anything but a black mess of what she supposed to be the twisted screaming souls of the ringmasters melded together. a wide-eyed, ten meters tall thing that reeks of malice and regret

it tries to sink through meiko's mouth, but she dashes out of the tent before it catches her. around her, she notices that the oldest performers are distorting into creatures similar to the Ringmaster. some attempted to capture meiko while others simply wail pitifully in pain. haku and neru, even in their twisted forms, try to help meiko the best they can with their spindly limbed bodies, stalling the Ringmaster

the throwing daggers do no damage to it and meiko wont get closer enough to whack it with something. however, the more time it spends out in the air the more it seems... exhausted? weaker? meiko supposes that it'd never spent too much time without a vessel. if the dolls had to kill the current ringmaster to assume their place and that thing tried to crawl into meiko's mouth, then it seemingly needed a vessel to survive. she didnt have any other choice, she had to stall as long as she could until it died by itself

the circus falls apart around them as meiko continues to avoid being caught. the souls making it up melt and dissolve, one by one, until only one remains restlessly chasing after meiko in spite of its clear exhaustion. the performers, too, die and crumble into dust or melt into pools of dark goo, and when meiko notices, there's only her, the remaining soul and the very few performers who were kidnapped too recently to feel the passage of time

the remaining ringmaster crawls pitifully towards meiko, its form rotting away from legs up, and when it grabs her ankle, it only has enough time to sigh with a smile that seems to say "thank you" before dying as well

nothing of the infamous Dark Woods Circus remained anymore. the performers who had spent centuries suffering the hellish circus were finally dead. those who were alive were free from its clutches and horrors.

and meiko could finally breathe again, with a clear mind

....................................................... i did write all of this, didnt i? oops

[frogtanii]

i feel like meiko would call me like 50 different slurs bc im trans, queer, and polyamorous fjdkhdkdbdd

-⚡

IHSSJSSIJDJD she would unfortunately